Yday went to be karang guni fora day n was super damn bloody tired.. haha.. n now, i hate knocking on doors.. my poor knuckles.. they're blue black now.. n e muscles on my two arms are becoming more pronounced now.. haha.. but e newspaper collection was quite fun lah.. if u cancel away e tired part.. hehe.. long time since i've done so much work.. n carried so many things.. n itz e first time i've taken e lift so many times in a dae.. knocked on so many doors.. n said abt 100 sentences of do u have any old newspaper or clothes for charity?
But my leader v blur leh.. he sent us up e wrong blk.. we already went through half e blk b4 he told us that another grp has already collected from that blk.. haha..

Why is that everytime i want to watch a certain movie it's M18? it was like that with e manchurian candidate.. now itz alfie.. Sigh~ so sad leh.. my jude law.. haha.. anyway, i dun think i can get dat adidas bag already.. cos i went there yday.. n itz not on display anymore... so sad!! but expected.. cos i saw that bag like 5mths ago.. i actually decided to go buy that bag once i got my ang bao money.. SIGH~ even sadder than not seeing jude law.. haha.. really crazy..

Went to watch my brother yesterday.. this month wasn't that bad.. watched a lot of movies i wanted to watch.. anyway, was supposed to go jolleen's fren's hse.. but her fren wasn't free.. so went out with beth instead.. i actually thot alvin n e rest of e guys would be coming.. hu knew that when i reached dere, jiahui was e only guy lor.. so dere was only me jiahui n beth.. if i knew he was e only guy i wouldn't have gone n be a lightbulb.. haha.. anyway, e movie not bad lah.. won bin really seriously v cute leh.. i think he's e most handsome guy in korea.. more handsome den uncle bae.. haha.. i think e show is nice cos itz simple.. and e super long-winded funny korean dialogues weren't there.. not that i'm racist.. but i really cannot stand how they tok.. den walked ard.. went to meet ellen.. went for dinner.. all in all, i only spent less than 12bucks.. which was good.. haha.. really good..
oh ya.. at dinner.. dat jiahui really v straightforward lor.. okay lah.. eb noes u like beth already.. no need to sae til so obvious wad.. dat time at genki sushi oso.. dunno if he'll give her sth for valentine's day.. haha..
that day went to look for monica at e prescriptives at tangs.. den she put makeup for me n beth.. v good right.. haha..

Didn't really study over e weekend for e econs test.. kept watching e boyz vcd.. they v cute leh.. haha.. esp kenny.. anyway, so wasn't really feeling prepared for e test on Mon.. took e test.. relieved i didn't do that badly.. 'cept for e calculation part again.. haha.. den went to kbox with jolleen n yijun.. went to citylink's hmv first.. cos yijun wanted to find e mayday vcd.. she hor.. really siao one leh.. met up with jolleen's fren joanne.. den we took a train down to orchard... act thot we would have a lot of time.. but in e end.. reached cine juz in time at 2.. so went in to sing.. they really dian3 a whole lot of mayday songs.. lucky they let me sing energy songs.. haha.. anyway.. the system hanged up halfway.. so dey compensated us with half an hr more.. but actually the hang up was less than half n hr.. haha.. anyway, sang a lot.. kept gg to e loo.. cos it was a mon.. so there wasn't a lot of ppl there.. so u could see that e ppl gg to e toilet were e 4 of us.. haha.. n e toilet sucks lor.. so big.. but only can use one cubicle.. cannot manual flush somemore.. den e sensor kept ignoring yijun.. haha.. den we sang til 1930.. den last song we sang was e mayday xiao3 hu4 shi4.. little nurse.. den e mv v cute lor.. haha.. e dance oso.. den yijun so high.. den went to sembawang to see2.. den took neoprint.. took neoprint with mayday cd.. now eb will think i support mayday.. haha.. almost everything in that pic supports mayday.. haha.. even e decoration.. which i wrote myself.. haha.. wrote mayday in chi.. traitor hor.. haha~ den joanne went home.. e 3 of us went to heeren's hmv.. to look for e vcd.. den went to e supreme at taka.. SUCH a long time since i went there.. n found that there was a moving out sale.. haha.. den e pics were selling super cheap.. 30cents or 10cents for one.. den we helped yijun search for mayday pic lor.. haha.. got forced by her.. wanted to look for leehom n energy pic.. but e pics all super old.. see oso sian.. haha.. in e end got buy a few lah.. but cannot be compared to yijun.. she bought one whole stack.. so damn hua1 xin1.. got mayday.. edison.. peng yu yan.. wan zi.. boyz.. haha.. den ard 2130.. she finally let us go home.. haha.. den she kookoo.. go n take e long route together with jolleen.. dunno wad time she got home..

Finally organised an outing to go out with the vball girls last Fri.. went to watch Hotel Rwanda.. the sad thing was that eileen n jo didn't go.. eileen cos she was sick n jo juz suddenly msged me to sae she couldn't make it.. anyway, met jane at bugis at 12.. walked ard first.. den went to marina sq.. wanted to buy a blouse at g2000.. but that jane told me not to buy.. den we went to tale bus at suntec.. waited for a bloody long time.. den dere was a traffic jam.. kookoo lor.. weilin had to wait such a long time for us.. haha.. sorry arh.. den we hurried to lido.. n dere was such a long queue at e tickets counter.. anyway, weilin n candy lost their way.. the both of them hor.. really nth to sae.. asked them to go buy e popcorn n nachos first.. den told them to meet outside e cinema.. but they bought too many things.. so couldn't bring them up.. den it was like e show was starting already.. so jane rushed down to help them.. haha.. in e end think we missed abt 5 to 10 mins of the show.. den sat down to watch lor.. the show.. was quite touching.. esp when u think of how e 'superpowers' abandoned them.. at that time.. they could have done sth to prevent all those killings.. it was not as if they were still living in the hitler times.. when e european countries were weak.. so it's actually quite unbelievable.. the saddest part of the show was when the 'whites' were forced to go w/o the africans.. but it was a disappointed in the sense that there weren't any really disgusting scenes.. or touching scenes.. or scenes which really showed u the horrific times then.. when u compare the show to band of brothers.. or other war shows.. hotel rwanda actually comes up short.. But it was still a good show lah.. i love the part where they showed all those dead bodies on the road.. haha.. anyway.. went to walk2 after e show.. act wanted to go to marina to eat.. den somehow we changed it to swensen's.. den went to heeren to jalan2 while waiting for audrey to take neoprint.. den audrey bought us e rotiboy e bread.. v nice leh.. altho a bit oily cos of e butter.. den we went to take neoprint.. a bit kookoo lah.. cos there were too many of us.. so couldn't really change places.. so when e pics came out all of us were like at e same places.. similar poses.. anyway.. that night was a night of waiting.. cos we waited for abt half an hr for that machine.. den when we went to swensen's.. we had to wait again.. cos there were 7 of us.. quite difficult to get a table for all of us.. so other ppl hu came later could get tables b4 us.. anyway.. ordered our dinner.. couldn't rmb weilin's order.. haha.. sorry again.. den we ate.. e service wasn't really good.. mayb cos there were too many ppl.. felt like eating ice cream.. but muz save money.. den i went to take bus 65.. while e rest of them went to take train home.. met sally n her fren at e bus stop.. n sally asked me if i joined e gl thing.. den told her y i didn't.. den she said got so many of us.. u scared what? Quite true right.. cos i noe so many of them already.. shouldn't have hesitated..

They're back!!!

At Cheng's "birthday celebration"

At Pastamania celebrate Ling's bdae..
Cousins 4eva!

If you read my blog's tagboard u'll noe what i'm toking abt..
I'm not going to apologize for what i said because that was what i felt at that time n stms, i still do.. the thing abt mc.. i can only say i'm sorry for e harsh tone.. i was really feeling that way at that time.. esp when i saw ur nick.. i'm not making any excuses.. but i do feel things more strongly.. n i say things out straight.. i'm really really really sorry if i hurt ur feelings..
To the person who left me that msg.. if u really are a fan of hers.. try organizing outings with her.. you don't know the whole story..
I'm trying to guess who you are.. but all i can guess is that you're somebody from xinmin.. n that u're either close enough to candy to stand up for her.. or u're just full of justice.. i can't possibly know who visits my blog right?

Had a really busy weekend.. sat went to buy rena's present.. den after that went for my ah ma's bdae celebration.. den sun gg to rena's bdae celebration.. morning went church.. but YA! changed their location.. den my sis wanted to go home cos she wanted to shit.. a bit pissed off lah.. cos didn't really feel like gg home den sit there for half an hr an go back to church again.. anyway, went back to church.. den cos was meeting xiao gu n xiao gu zhang at tampines to eat dimsum wanted to take a cab down.. but it was raining quite heavily.. den it took us quite a long time b4 we managed to get a cab.. den e rain was a bit funny.. cos it was like raining cats n dogs at bedok reservoir.. but when we turned into tampines, the rain suddenly stopped.. haha.. anyway, met xiao gu n xiao gu zhang.. we ordered a table full of dimsum.. n it only costed abt 35bucks! so cheap right.. for 4ppl to eat.. haha.. anyway.. ate til really full.. den went to bedok to walk walk.. spent a lot of time at e ntuc.. my mother finally bought batu.. haha.. my fave fish.. n a lot of things lah.. den outside ntuc was selling these taiwan mua chee.. den xiao gu bought for us.. haha.. quite nice lah.. not really sweet.. den i went off to city hall.. finally bought my mascara.. haha.. n finally bought a notebk to be my organizer.. n a ex one at that.. n a really small one.. haha.. $7 leh.. a bit not worth it lah.. but nvm lah.. den went to marina bay.. was on e same train as candy.. den she was wearing this big jacket.. kept asking her to take off but she didn't.. den she kept giving some kookoo excuses.. haha.. okay.. den cc n mh came.. found dat jer n e rest not coming already.. so it was like from e original 20 ppl we were planning on.. it dwindled down to 9 ppl.. haha.. lucky got get money from them for present.. den we went to zhen fa.. e system there sucks.. n rena n her frens were so late lor.. abt 45mins.. den e 4 of us were relly hungry.. somemore we kept smelling food smells from elsewhere.. den rena finally came.. den cc candy n mh went to welcome her at e bus stop with sprays.. i stayed behind to light e candles.. n look after e things lah.. cos i was e only hu noes hu to use a lighter.. haha.. den e bloody wind was so strong lor.. it blew away wadeva i lighted.. haha.. den sang bdae song for rena.. a bit soft lah.. cos eb was paiseh.. den sat down.. me candy n mh sat there while e rest went to get food.. haha.. den we ate lor.. den e candy n mh v lazy leh.. juz sat there nv cook.. wait for me to get food for them..... haha.. den cc's fren v lame leh.. den after we ate started to take photos.. took quite a lot.. den we bioed this quite cute guy who's working there.. den rena n cc's fren mx kept saying he looks beta from afar.. den after that we ate e cake.. den went to look for pool place.. but cannot find.. den wanted to play bowling.. but they feeling so sian.. n rena wanted to play arcade.. so went to play arcade.. den we v silly leh.. 5 ppl play e drums game.. den 5 ppl play bishi bashi.. den 6 ppl play wad stupid game.. haha.. anyway, jenson n mx went home first.. cos they wanted to get e last train.. den rena cc candy n me act wanted to take a cab.. but cc n rena's fren say his father coming to fetch him so thot can lom bang.. hu knew we waited for abt an hr lor.. a bit pek chek.. cos next day got sch.. n it was already 12 sth at that time.. sigh.. anyway.. his father finally reached at abt 1230.. lucky is fetch me home first.. else sure get scolded by my parents.. but that uncle hor.. go long way one leh.. den rena n cc's fren e jiahui arh.. v funny.. keep saying lame things.. haha.. den kept getting shot by his fren.. haha.. dat desmond oso v bad lah.. haha.. anyway, when i reached home it was already 1.. imagine wad time candy got home..

Had an okay start to last sat.. Met cc and candy at PS.. was late.. haha.. den dat candy said e ebase at wisma was having sale.. so we went there.. which was quite stupid lah.. cos y didn't we juz go up to e ebase at PS to take a look? anyway, we went to ebase at wisma.. found that e pants rena wants is not there anymore.. den we went to projectshop.. n we saw a bag cc thinks rena wants.. but cc cannot rmb if e bag is from POA or projectshop.. so we didn't buy lor.. den went to meet mh.. den walked to heeren.. bought a pants for rena there.. rena really v unlucky leh.. cos we couldn't find her pants, bag, cap n skirt.. haha.. after we bought e pants we went to far east.. n i left at 6 sth.. supposed to go to my ah ma's bdae celebration at riverview hotel.. act wanted to take a bus down to PS to change bus.. but e bus stop was like dunno where.. den i got fed up lor.. wanted to take a cab.. but u noe how difficult it is to take a cab at orchard.. so took train down to PS.. walked to park mall.. den took a cab there.. got there in time.. was a bit pissed at that time.. cos my mother kept calling me to ask me to reach there on time.. den i was starting to have a headache.. sigh~ anyway.. reached the restaurant.. after a while my table started ordering food le.. den we started to eat lor.. den bao2 ahlong da gu n zhihao came.. den we ordered somemore.. den ate somemore.. haha.. really ate a lot leh.. think we ordered at least half e things on e menu.. lucky is buffet-ala carte.. haha.. den after e dinner we cut e cake.. took a lot of photos... n e funniest part was when they took out e mahjong cake.. e big shou4 tao2.. n e oranges display.. so china lor.. haha.. den we took a lot of photos.. muz cheng4 ji1 mah.. haha.. cos almost eb was there.. den we went back to my ah ma hse.. den on e lorry we kept teasing ahlong abt he n his gf.. haha.. den he v lor sorh leh.. we like zhen qing lor.. so many ppl in one hse.. lucky e hse big.. haha.. den we ate e cake.. sat ard for a while.. for abt an hr.. den went home.. sent my aunt n her family back.. den me n my sis went up to get a lot of things.. haha.. got a portable hi-fi.. perfumes.. facial things.. n 3 bags.. haha.. like go shopping..
Anyway.. had a great day at e dinner.. cos we v long nv gather together le.. almost everybody was there lor..

Okay.. read cc n rena's blog juz now.. then rena was like saying her last words for e new yr.. n cc was like.. i dunno lah.. juz that e both of them were like suddenly so gan3 xing4.. so i also want! haha..
Okay.. start with my longest friends first.. my Pri sch friends! Esther, SiTing, Germaine, Suyi, Fiona, Jacq.. abt these few ba.. haven't seen u guys in abt a yr.. don't know if u guys will be reading or not also.. but really miss u guys.. act thot would have e chance to meet u guys this yr cos hz said there would be another chalet.. but that didn't happen.. so didn't get that chance.. saw siting twice in oct lah.. but that was like so brief.. didn't talk much too.. so, juz wanna sae that i hope we can meet up soon.. kay?
Then to e vball friends.. Jane, Muicher, Eileen, WeiLin, Candy, Josephine and Audrey.. we went through A LOT during e 4 yrs in Xinmin.. esp in sec 1 n 2.. with jane eileen n mc.. u guys noe wad i'm toking abt.. then when weilin candy n jo joined us in sec 2.. altho we had more ppl.. it didn't really make things beta.. but, those things made us closer.. made us know each other beta.. i know after we were in sec 4.. cos we didn't have to really go for trg anymore.. n jane was trg with swiss.. n we all had our own friends.. so we juz sorta drifted apart.. these things happen to almost every friendship.. guess it was inevitable.. then for e next yr.. we almost nv met up at all.. only during mc's bdae n that dae when we went to her hse for dinner n e dae she left for aust.. n e situation is worse now.. cos we're in diff schs.. n mc in a diff country.. but some things nv change.. when we had e bbq for xmas.. i'm really glad we could still fool ard with each other.. i can say a lot more abt our friendship n how i feel.. but i don't think i can finish it tonight.. haha.. so.. juz wanna sae i really really really treasure what we had together n will always rmb what we went through together..
Next is the 4e2 clique.. Ppl always referred to us as e 8 girls back then.. we were like an exclusive clique.. but things aren't always as they seem are they? I juz wanna thank u guys for e laughs.. and e fun.. i rmb our craziness only got worse during exam periods.. don't know y.. but that's e way we were.. N to cc candy rena flo n mh.. meet u guys stms to catch up.. really glad for those times.. hope we can do it more often this yr..
And now it's Liz n Monica.. I forgot how we got to be so close already.. but it's a fact that we are close.. i know e both of u had some quarrel once.. but luckily u two smoothed it out.. else i wouldn't have known wad to do.. haha.. now e 3 of us are in diff clses.. so itz hard to meet up lah.. but hope we can go out at least once a mth.. haha.. anyway, juz wanna sae i rmb the times u guys were at my hse n we were supposed to do our project.. but e 3 of us juz kept laughing n laughing.. den when we would sit together n complain abt things.. dunno hu would be our topic next sem.. haha.. really glad to know e both of u..

Had an okay day today.. act, it would have been a great day.. except for this thing.. that i juz can't stand anymore.. candy n me act said that we would join cc rena n their friends for the new yr countdown.. n candy was t first one to sae okay.. so i went along.. den the dae b4, candy wanted to pull out already.. cos she said that it would be weird as we didn't know cc n rena's friends.. but i persuaded her to go.. den on that day, she was having 2nd thoughts again.. cos she didn't wan to go clubbing after e countdown with them.. n she had pang sehed her friends to join us.. den i was thinking.. u have already told us u are joining us like 3 days before that day.. so u should have told ur friends that u won't be able to join them wad.. if u had already made plans with ur friends u shouldn't have agreed to join us right? i mean, that's common sense wad.. she should juz go check e dictionary for e meaning of promises.. n she didn't even have e courtesy of telling me that she wasn't gg anymore.. only when i met up with rena n cc that i found out from them that she wasn't gg anymore.. The reason i was going to countdown with cc rena and their friends was because candy was gg.. Did she think that i would be comfortable with a grp of strangers? stms i juz cannot figure ot wad she's thinking.. if she thot that she wouldn't feel comfortable there even when there's e both of us there.. what made her think that I would feel good? She should put herself into my shoes n think abt how i feel when she breaks her promises time n again.. Mayb i shld try asking her out n than telling her that i cannot make it at e last minute.. That would be exactly what she deserves.. cos this isn't the first time this has happened.. It isn't even the tenth.. I think even if i add up all my fingers n toes n borrow sb else's.. it wouldn't be enough.. It's not that i'm petty or wadeva.. but can u imagine being let down at e last min each time u've already prepared to go out? The most ridiculous time was when we were supposed to go to Sentosa.. It was the same last time when we were gg out with the vball girls n itz the same now.. i think she doesn't really think that she is doing sth wrong.. She always put these things behind her easily.. like the outing to sentosa the last time.. she could ask me innocently on Wed whether we had fun last Sun.. I really didn't know if i shld laf or cry.. Den last Sat, on New Year's Day.. she n flo called me to go down to Orchard to have dinner with them.. Why? because boon heng n the guys wanted to meet them for dinner n they didn't wan to meet e guys with 2 girls only.. After i rejected flo.. candy came to e line.. n asked me if i had fun on new year's eve.. when flo told me that candy wanted to tok to me.. i already had a feeling that she wanted to tok abt e countdown.. so i was a bit buay song when i toked to me.. i don't know if she could hear my buay songness.. but i kept my answers short.. n juz quckly hung up.. Act, the reason y i didn't want to go down to meet them was cos it was already 5 in e evening.. n i didn't want to go home too late.. den after i hung up.. i started to think.. y do they always only come to me when they need help? The both of u went out together without asking me or anybody else along.. it is quite apparent that u didn't want me or anybody else there.. then when u wanted help, u called me.. n expected me to put aside everything n rush down to ur aid.. Am i that pathetic in ur eyes? You know, ppl say that e one u look for help when u're in trouble is the one u look upon as ur true friend or wadeva.. but i really, seriously don't feel like one! And i don't think i want to become one.. U think it's fun having to accomodate her schedule? And u know how stms u put an entry in ur blog abt ur fustrations but u hope certain ppl wont see it, esp e person u're angry at? Well, i hope Candy reads this entry.. Because i don't know how much longer i can stand it.. I don't want to forgive n forget anymore.. N i don't want to meet her at her whims anymore.. And this applies to the cls outings!

Okay, enough abt the bad parts.. abt the day itself now.. was supposed to go ktv with jolleen n yijun.. but that jolleen had sth on that day.. her friend's bdae.. so had to cancel.. went out with laykuan n liz instead.. den while wating for laykuan saw alvin n jiahui n e way to tm.. jiahui wanted to treat alvin.. cos they were getting their ERS.. den jiahui said he'll treat me liz n laykuan too.. hahaha.. act i think jiahui agreed only bcos liz was there.. haha.. den that laykuan arh.. we waited such a long time for her lor.. she said she'll end her cls at 12.. in e end we waited for her for an hr.. she ended at 1.. anyway, after she came we went to tm.. den went to e genki sushi to eat.. n jiahui limited us to e $2.80 plate.. haha.. den ate lor.. n toked.. den after that went to play pool.. or at least i went to watch them play pool.. haha.. den talked quite a bit with alvin.. act wanted to watch movie.. but there wasn't enuf time.. so walked ard tm.. bought a triumph bra.. 13 bucks only.. haha.. den went to city hall to meet cc they all.. but then they said it was still early.. so asked me to go PS to meet them.. so met them at e arcade there.. den waited while rena's friends played n ate.. den went down to e esplanade.. had a v unenthu countdown.. haha.. den we went to clarke quay.. bought a bottle of spray each.. then we sprayed at each other.. haha.. then some guys went pass us.. den sprayed e snow thing at us.. but we ran out of spray already.. so bought new ones.. haha.. n sprayed them back.. it was really crazy lor.. cos eb was like spraying eb.. haha.. then saw lang yuan n his friends.. don't know them.. but juz sprayed them.. haha.. den rena's friends came to meet us.. n they were clean! so we started spraying them.. haha.. den we bought new bottles.. then walked towards club X.. den saw langyuan n his friends again.. so we started spraying each other again.. chase them somemore.. haha.. i think e best position was to stand by e sides n juz spray those ppl who were walking past.. haha.. anyway, when we reached club X, it was so damned crowded lor.. n we had to pay entrance fee of 25 bucks.. which is like totally wiping out my wallet.. den cos had to wait for a table.. so we stood by e streets first.. den some of rena's friends didn't want to go in.. so had to discuss lor.. den in e end me n cc went home first.. cos i didn't want to go chiong in e first place.. n cc wasn't feeling well.. so...... e both of us shared a cab home lor.. reached home at abt 2.. bathed.. den went to slp.. haha..the day was quite fun lah.. if u didn't count wad happened with candy n me feeling weird with rena n cc's friends.. there's this guy.. he v qi2 guai4 one leh.. haha.. den he kept teasing cc.. n of cos got scolded by cc lah.. haha.. got scolded by rena also.. there are only 2 words to describe him.. qi2 guai4..